Nothing Says EMO like Emotions...

& Portugal the Man

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 21:53:57 GMT

anyone have Portugal the Man album? THANK YOU!

WTF!

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 03:43:41 GMT

DUDE! Long ass time since my last update! Well, hmm, this JUNIOR year has been an ABSOLUTE nut buster. I have been soooo busy, that I barely get to hang out with some of my friends, which is very sad. I hope they dont think Im ditching them...I feel like we have grown apart, but this summer Ill chill with them more hopefully. I cant stop dreaming about my next and last year in high school, and then after that its off to college somewhere far...where ill prolly never see my friends, except on vacations...! Thats SUCKS! wHAT EV.

peace

HEY

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 07:45:57 GMT

Yeh, tonight turned out to be pretty fun. Nil, Amanda, Duah and Me hung out (WIPYAH! LOL!), ate Pizza (fish with no fins...."yeh i told my mom to put it in a separate cage and then flush it down the toilet" lol wtf?!) and then we went cosmic bowling...yeh i suck @ bowling but i still got 2nd place. Then we go home and i stay at nils for a while cuzz we were waiting for chelsea to call us back, but we didnt get a call...typically expected but watev. NOW im home dying of sleepiness! By the way my good friends, we are having a effing senior trip next year!

PEACE

OPTICALS!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 02:01:20 GMT

I already feel like a nerd by having 3 AP classes this year...now that I have to start wearing glasses, I wont feel like a nerd anymore, I WILL BE A NERD!

hmm...

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 04:58:05 GMT

Sometimes I think some people aren't worth the effort... : / ...then again I don't know. I wish I could read peoples' minds.

My attempt to explane with WOrds.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 07:30:14 GMT

Today, I was angry...at one of my best friends...The most angry i have ever been in my life. My friend and I are two total opposite people, but yet, throughout the past five years we have developed a strong friendship. Sure we get irritated with one another every now and then, but to me today was beyond irritation. My absolute uncontrollable anger with my friend today left me in a fork path. One was to talk to him about the situation and my feelings about it. The second was to type out any word that expressed anger in it on a journal. I thought that talking to him would not sufficiently release my anger, so naturally I took the second path. This resulted in absolute disaster. I said things that I didnt mean so help me God I did and I swear on my life to it if you believe me or not. This path jolted my friend with absolute shock. This was obviously the wrong path, and I realized this when I calmed down a bit and saw his reaction. I wish I took the other path and I am sorry from the bottom of my hear to my friend. Through our typed out discussion/arguement we stated our two personalities and how we are totally different. The one personality clashes with the other one, as if they are two opposites, leaving the other person totally confused and upset. The little clashes between our personalities havent been major in the past and were quickly, at most times, resolved. But today was a major personality clash. I went overboard as I already stated and said things I didnt mean. As the famous clechy states, we say things that we dont mean when we are angry. But back to the point, what my friend did today felt right to him, it felt mundane, natural to explain it further. To me it felt totally wrong. I cant understand why he cant appologize for how he made me feel, but he cant understand why he should. Two opposite personalities...two total opposite reactions. Which is the right? I truly dont know anymore...but what ever our hearts tell us is what is true. If my friend's heart tells him it wasnt wrong, so be it, and I should respect his judgement. But now that I think about it, why do I need a full fledged appology? Its just what I and others have been used to receiving after we have felt hurt by someone else. In reality, knowing how much the other person loves you is enough and actually should be enough. Though we both will never forget today and what we said to eachother, I hope my friend understands how I feel and hope he will be aware in the future about what he says, BUT at the same time I also need to be aware of what I said, because I think I have said more bad things. Im sorry, Im so sorry. You are my best friend, but please understand who I am and how I am more. Please do. No matter what you think, you are my true friend.

GRADUATION!

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 05:57:49 GMT

SENIOR HAT TOSS.

CONFETTI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Brother and I.

CONGRATULATIONS SENIORS! PEACE

drugs.

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 02:51:17 GMT

School is comming to an end. My brother is graduating. HE is going away from home to UC IRvine. I am happy and yet kinda sad. I get 2 rooms. But I dont get to hear funny commentary on everything. oh yah, THIS SUMMER IS GONNA BE FREAKIN' AWESOME!

PEACE

PPL

Wed, 25 May 2005 03:36:24 GMT

Sry to all the people I have made feel uncomfortable.

PEACE

Wed, 18 May 2005 02:34:08 GMT

Eversince I loved in Ohio, we had a cactus plant. We brought it to California and every TEN years it flowers. The last time it flowered was when I was about 5. It flowered yesterday so here...I wanna share this rare event with u ppl.

ATTENTION!

Sun, 08 May 2005 05:23:59 GMT

My 6 MONTHS on my drivers license are officially finished...I repeat the 6 months on my license are up!
Next week is my Solar Splash competition, it's the competition where my club and I race our cool boat.
SUMMER: China? maybe.

PEACE

wanna hear something?

Thu, 05 May 2005 03:49:10 GMT

Hey peeps. I think that some of you want to know what I think of you...so leave a comment and I'll tell u. Dont be pissed off if it's bad.

PEACE

take out the old and replace with the new..

Tue, 03 May 2005 05:07:21 GMT

I don't know what's happening with all the people around me. Everyone is changing while i want to stay the same. I feel pressured to change. I dunno. New friends are comming, some close friends are leaving...wft!?

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 00:55:13 GMT

HERE ARE MY CAR PIX...HERE ARE A FEW!

My Oak center console....and my hairy leg on the botton right...

THE CAR! with my shadow on the ground...i still have to take off that gay sticker on the bumper!

UMMM....sry guys...the sun was in my eyes and i had to take the pic by myself...

WOW

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 05:26:55 GMT

WHoa...it has been forever since I have updated this thing. Well one major thing that has happened is me FINALLY getting a CAR!! i GOT A INFINITI J30 Fully loaded!!!! It's awesome and I am very happy and also my 6 months are up in 2 weeks...sweeet. I'll post pix later.

PEACE

SEATTLE

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 08:00:36 GMT

What can I say? Seattle and Bellingham were awesome. I saw my awesome grandparents who took me everywhere and fattened me up with persian food. I saw my awesome aunt (my mom's young sister) who always shows me that even at 29 you can still be coool and not be serious when your with your nephews. I saw my awesome uncle who makes you laugh with his hilarious jokes. And I saw my awesome cousin who is willing to let my bro drive her convertable around the city. And last but not least, my little cuzzin who is the smartest five year old I have ever met. No matter how many times I have visited Seattle and Bellingham, I never get bored of the nature there and hanging out with my family.

evergreen islands outside of seattle (out of airplane)

bro...cuzzin....me.

smartest 5 year old...and me. (cuz)

G-ma, bro, me, G-pa

Bellingham bay dock area

Snow capped hills...nature.

SE4L

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 06:57:04 GMT

So tonight was awesome, was at a party at chelsea's which was awesome. I will post the pictures when I have the time, right now i am packing my clothes into a suitcase and am leaving on a jet plane to Seattle tomorrow. I will take pictures there and try to post them up.

PEACE

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 01:05:58 GMT

My new 4.0 megapizel FujiFilm FINEpix digital camera...

project

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 04:22:49 GMT

Cesar E. Chavez project was owned by no one other than me. haha.

MR. TECHNICAL: "That microphone is not a toy!"
NEEMA/ME: (still on the mic.) "Oh OKAY!!"

SI SE PUEDE!

AWEsome!

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 00:23:27 GMT

Everything right now is moving smoothly in my life...very rare. My friends are awesome, school is not as harsh as expected this week, im owning my cesar e. chavez project, i lost some weight, Persian New YEARS is comming up this weekend which means partying allllllll weekend and getting a shitload of $$MONEY$$, and lastly I am taking a flight to SEATTLE on Good Friday (Should be "f*cking awesome Friday"). Oh ya, I did all the studying and homework thats due thursday AANNNDD things are looking soo good that i will be getting a niice car very soon. GOD life is freakin' awesome.
MY HOROSCOPE: (MY REACTIONS are in parenthesis)
*If you're in doubt about how to handle a financial situation -- clearly a particularly tough situation, because you're quite the whiz at this type of thing (F*CK YEAH)-- there's really only one thing to do about it: Contact the one person on this planet you trust most implicitly (hmm...). Even if they're not a financial genius (of course they are...we are PERZIAN), you can at least be confident that they'll find you someone dependable who is.*
MY REACTION to this is...if i was in a financial situation horoscope.com, i wouldnt take you effing bullshit advise....I would just pass the bill to my old man..haha.

DUDE..."Jahwah" is the new lingo. EX: "What's up Jahwah!?"

PEACE

WEEEEk.

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 15:06:33 GMT

This week was the most tiring week i have every experienced next to finals. I had to finish up the debate project with my debate group. The debate was intense and some people got really into it and started to play dirty. haha. Also, I had to do a Poetrt project, gay. . THEEEEN, yesterday I had a spanish presention...I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO HAD IT MEMORIZED!!!!!! And we had some criticism on our powerpoint which i fixed already. Whoa it was sooo funny, i was at the hospital cafeteria with my bro (we are volunteers @ the hospital)because we were eating dinner, and he was making fun of me about how i wrap my retainer in a napkin and how my parents think it's trash and they then throw it away, and then i ask them where it is and they have no idea so i have to go look through the garbage and find it, LOL. So what happened was my bro just got his retainers and he was like "i will never throw them away" and then he was throwing is food away and i just saw those 350 DOLLAR THINGS fall in the trash and i laughed my freakin ass off soo hard that like the doctors were worried i was gonna pass out haha. Then my brother had to jump in the trash and find them, and they were burried in some mashed potatoes. Anyways, i am home and its 6 AM and i cant go back to sleep cuzz i had to wake up to eat b4 the sun rose and now im bored as hell. damn. I also have to go to a funeral today.

PEACE

Days...

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 06:38:30 GMT

Ok lets see this week has basically been a nut buster! I had a shit load of projects to do *LALONDE MAINLY* and a spanish project to deal with. Besides the gay ass school work, in my "athletic conditioning" class our teacher said that since most of the people are fucking idiots (the ones with the dumb ass G.P.A.'s) our whole class will have a study hall once a week in room H-2. YES!!! This will be the only time i will be thanking all the idiots in our school. In 5th period today, i changed amanda's cell phone code, so she couldnt turn off her phone, and nil and i planned to call her during class. Amanda then goes nuts chasing nilufer around in the class for her phone, and then decides to jacked "nilufer's brown backpack" which by the way she didnt bring it to school. Then while ripping the thing open, nilufer laughs her ass off and tells amanda that that is not her backpack. holy crap, it was the funniest thing ever, the girl was confused with why amanda was effing with her backpack. By the way to the ppl who think they are cool by asking people if they like the cock...F*CK U! STOP ASKING PPL IF THEY LIKE DICK U GAY BASTARD! I learned that ppl who ask that are actually gay, and they are looking for butt f*ck buddies. HAHA. Losers.

PEACE

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 01:09:23 GMT

New haircut.

ITS GOTTA BE THE FUKING HAIR!

peace

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 19:07:39 GMT

1This week went by freakin' fast. There was some bumpy roads but hey thats life. I went to the hospital yesterday and did service. I had to work in a gift shop which is really chill cuzz u barely do much. I finally got my badge and in it i look like a freakin retard becuase the shadow gave me a hige fro.

haha

I am a very "honest man"...right: x0xo CHELSEA xOx (10:42:00 PM): iNO the only guy they trust is neema cause my dad knows neema will not put a move on me no offense to him or anything
PEACE

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 04:45:33 GMT

Life's being gay...ppl are being gay. Thank God for friends who are freakin' awesome.

PEACE...or maybe not?